thank you for making me
drink straight from the bottle
and leave lipstick stains on the cigarettes
and the sheets
and for helping me remember how to be
messy and wild-hearted
so that I seek freedom and not love,
and how to bend my body across the edge of the bed
like a cat in the sun,
and how wonderful it is to feel
a hot, heavy hand
on the center of my chest, pressing me down
and pushing me into myself.
You delivered me
from my own
evil.
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